my pen is the barrel of a gun

[Nick Duval]

hello world, hope you're listening
forgive me if i'm young and speaking out of turn.

I can't believe I went back and deleted all my blogs from when I was dating Sebastian. I'm an idiot. I know it was hard and all, but God. They were good times. I wanted to read them today, then remembered I deleted them. Even the one about-

I can't believe it's been four months since we broke up. God, I still miss him. I'm moving on though. I guess you just never forget your first love, you know? Anyway, I'm sitting here listening to music in the dorm, waiting for Jeff to get back, and doing homework.

Well, actually, I just finished my homework. You know how it is, with us nerds. I have to get to NYU somehow. Well. I guess, you know, the fact that I'm coming from a private school and have enough money for tuition'll be helpful too.

I'm debating going home this weekend, or hanging out with Jeff here at the dorms. My parents don't need me to watch Michael, Alanna's over this weekend, but I do kind of miss them. Never thought I'd say that. Even though I kind of miss them, doesn't mean I'm not excited for next year. Only two more years of high school, and I'm graduating. And going to college. Yes.

Sorry this has been such a boring entry. I just don't really have anything going on with me lately. I'll try and do something especially exciting this week, to remind you why you're following me. Adios!

--NickTheWarbler

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